16/07/2026
30 long years ๐
Dad,
It was always you and I.
In our own world with our big dreams and ideas.
We were always on an adventure of some description. Mystery flights, random road trips, riding horses, exploring the bush and with the same love of art, animals, music and nature. You were my best friend and the one who knew me better than anyone. We are both the fixer's who just make things work and make them better.
Life has been really tough lately, and you are the only person I find myself wanting to talk to. I am missing you now more than ever and I am needing you now more than ever. No one else will ever be able to understand what is happening like you would have been able to. And you always had a way of helping your little girl feel safe.
I am so incredibly grateful that I got the time I did with you and the influence and guidance from the incredible and amazing father and man that you were, and nothing will ever erase my memories with you. But wow am I so incredibly sad and missing you ๐ฅบ
I have tried so hard to make it through life without you to the best of my ability, and through all the hard times I have faced through this time, I think I have done pretty damn well considering. I always manage to come out the other side with that same smile and caring heart I have always had.
I work hard every day to better myself, to be a good role model and a good example to my kids and grandkids, and to be a genuine, caring and compassionate human being. But I would be lying if I said I am handling the hard times well of late. Sure I fight hard every day and I never give up. I am resilient, I am strong, and I am determined, but that doesn't mean I do not have moments where it is completely unbearable.
Time does not heal any wounds, we merely learn to live with them. And if I am being real about this, it is harder now than it ever was before. I am still glad you found your peace from this cruel world, but hate that you missed out on so much you would have loved to have been here for. No doubt you would be stirring up your grandkids and great grandkids, and no doubt us kids too ๐คฃ
I loved you then, I love you still, and will love you always๐ฅบ๐ xo ๐