05/04/2026
Heart Desires and Head Desires
Heart - something that never goes away no matter how you try to push it down or apply logic to it. It’s there, placed in your heart by the Creator. It’s what you were meant to do in this lifetime. Your soul mission. You can choose to ignore it but it will transcend lifetimes until it comes to pass. It is a desire that is pure, and feels peaceful when fulfilled.
Head - you get a sense of high when achieved. But it’s temporary and feels like “Now, what?” after you get it. Then you go chasing the next goal, the next target. The desire was not actually yours but one conditioned by society, or planted in your mind by somebody else… say standards set by parents, peers, career, social media.
My heart kept leading me back to being a manifestation and mindset coach. I tried to hide it from people I know, even going to lengths of setting up another social media account lest I get judged and ridiculed for not doing the norm and being spiritual. I even tried to change the title to something more logical sounding so it doesn’t appear woo-woo to people who don’t get it. I also tried other ways of side hustling (still with self-development) but it didn’t feel authentic at all. It felt like I muted myself and spoke in muffled tones.
I see that all these years, getting the Canadian education and moving up at work were the realizations of my head desires. While I worked hard for them and am truly grateful for them, my Higher Self is calling me to honor my heart’s desire and actively move towards it this time. No more dabbling, getting certifications and setting them aside. More importantly, implement the learnings and impart the knowledge- not keep them to myself.
If you’ve made reading it this far, thank you for letting me introduce you to the real me. Personal development ju**ie who loves mindset and energy work - spirituality and science combined. Cheers to showing the world your true, quirky and sparkly self! 🥂 ✨🩷
