25/08/2024
Important 🥰 my hacking story 2024 😩
For the last few months, I have been mulling over starting an online business that requires quite a bit of social media, digital media and time. I was living in what I thought was intuition being cautious, knowing that one click could ruin my life. I was convinced by someone that I was living in fear and so I need to stop living in fear and start pursuing. I was struggling with how to get started. Where do I start? How do I begin? Am I gonna be good enough? All of the questions that come up when starting a new venture . Well, when the shop Moon in Pisces closed its doors I became very unemployed and pressured to stop living in fear and do it. Do it meaning get off my ass and start learning and doing social media, digital marketing and start my online business.
I spent three days about 10 hours a day this last week, setting up an authentic and beautiful site to connect with people and as I was finishing setting up the final tasks when the website that I was working with was infiltrated and oh so professionally and got all of my banking information my credit card information and my personal information . Literally 1 click away from my life completely destroyed by online hackers.
I feel like my PTSD has come back and hit me very hard as this is the second time this year this is happened to me. I feel so lost. There are no jobs out there for people of my age for the amount of time that I can work the restrictions that I have on my time Availability. I feel forced into going online where I have no confidence whatsoever and I’m terrified of hackers and having my life destroyed. 
It took me a lot of correspondence with the website that I was using, who assured me that they are doing their best to keep their users safe from this kind of infiltration.
I cancelled all my bank cards changed my passwords (unfortunately it was all on a Saturday so I have no access to any of my accounts).
As I started going through all the emails from the secure website and the emails that I got from the infiltrators, I looked at the emails they had been sent on the addresses were different, mind you a very small difference in the email address so of course I’ve blocked them, but it just goes to show , how sly these horrible, thieving scam “artists” can be for someone like me who misses small details (in fact that’s why I had to stop selling real estate and other contract law businesses) it’s easy for someone like me to get caught up in this nightmare 😢 
I am so angry at how the Internet has caused so much grief, from young and old adults having their lives turned upside down AND WORSE!! to spam running rampant through our private pages and taking advantage of the unknowing vulnerable humans that we can be.
I have been told oh so many times that it’s the only way to go now and make a living online where all of these horrible, horrible rotten people are there to ruin your life and don’t get me wrong, It can happen to anybody no matter how smart and aware you are . It took my gut intuition to finally tell me something is not right here and I called my credit card provider and they told me the actual name of the company (skin swap dot com) who put the inquiry on my card and it was not who I thought I was working with, who I was convinced I was working with based on the professionalism of the infiltrators.
Bullies and violators are evil, egotistical and narcissistic, soul thieving people who are mostly out there to steal our money to fund their wars. I am mad!!😡
When someone calls you a victim and means it in a demeaning way, walk away from those people if you have been a victim in your life which I have been over and over again in many areas of my life from birth it is really hard to trust, and without trust, it is nearly impossible to make the next step , friendships relationships jobs the human activity that everyone should be allowed to enjoy in their short existence on this planet. I have dove deeply into my soul to heal from the victimization and abuse that I have lived through and it is very difficult to do when every time I turn around someone is victimizing me either covertly or overtly.
I am not writing this and posting it for you all to feel sorry for me, in fact, I am writing it so you can pay heed to my experience and hopefully it doesn’t happen to you in any area of your life. 
Peace 🕊️
