08/04/2026
CHAPTER 19 – KUNDALINI AWAKENING 🔥
This chapter isn’t soft. It isn’t peaceful. It’s raw truth.
People talk about “spiritual awakening” like it’s calm and beautiful…
But for me, it was war.
This is the chapter where everything inside me broke — and rebuilt.
Where pain, rage, trauma, and truth all collided at once.
🔥 The moment my body felt like it was on fire from the inside
🔥 The visions, the shaking, the sleepless nights
🔥 Being labeled “psychotic” when I was actually waking up
🔥 The battle between madness… and something divine
I didn’t feel enlightened.
I felt like I was dying.
But what I understand now is this:
👉 Sometimes you have to burn to become who you’re meant to be
👉 Sometimes what looks like breaking… is actually rebirth
👉 And sometimes the system calls you crazy… because it can’t explain what God is doing inside you
This chapter is for anyone who’s ever felt like they were losing their mind…
When really — they were finding their soul.
🔥 “Behold, I make all things new.” – Revelation 21:5
🎵 Awake My Soul – Mumford & Sons