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Zendaya's Books, New york, London (2026)

26/10/2023

This is to announce that this page will be shutting for an undefined amount of time for those who care to listen.

The owner is going through a rough patch and isn't available able at the moment so I extend her apologies.

While we all await her return, please write the page name in a place where you come across often so you can come back monthly to check if she's back.

She asks for you to help her in prayers so she can pass her UTME and WAEC and other exams - This is the main cause of her break.

20/09/2023

Try to complete the requirements while I push the post update till tomorrow 😶

18/09/2023

What does it mean to start having grey hair at young age 💀

18/09/2023

💝ARE YOU MY BF
OR
MY BEST FRIEND?🥀

{..Best friends with benefits..}
by Zendaya zee

Theme: Love or Lust? 🔞

GENRE: Forbidden Romance.

~CHAPTER 15 & 16

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✧*.✧.✧*.✧
✨VIRGIN BOY✨
✧.✧*.✧*.✧

Lexi's POV

We've spent a meaningful time together and that's enough to make me fall for her, we did almost everything together, we have the same preference.. she's like my fraternal twin. We ought to spend the rest of our life together right? It's possible but.. I don't want to risk loosing my best friend.. I don't want our 16 year relationship to drain just in one night and that's why I never took the bold step to ask her out. I should just continue to love her secretly until she notice even if it takes a life time.. I'll come back for her in my next life and my other lives to come.

I'm on the bed with my back facing it. Look at what love has gotten me, it's all a facade plot.. a total s**t. I closed my eyes with the intention of getting a short nap but my mind darted to my drawer. I snapped my eyes open and and walked towards there in large strides.

I found it exactly where I kept it which means she doesn't know about it - is that supposed to make be feel better? No, I should be dejected, I have always hoped we'll read it together, snuggled in each other's arms. It took me 10 years to write them but today, I'm going to watch it burn to ashes.

I picked up a lighter in the kitchen and strode the back area of the apartment. I never thought I'd be the one tearing but realization struck me dumb when pages finished. I left the papers burning and walked back inside.

The first object my eyes landed on was the TV and it was fixed there, looking stupid than I can ever imagine. I felt to sudden feeling to drag it to the floor and stump on it till I see the wires sparking.

I advanced to the TV and held it with my hands. Just when I was about to put my thoughts into actions, I heard Alicia's voice and I had to snap out of my trans and succumb to it.

"Hey" I swallowed nothing as I turned to her, it came out as a sad whisper.

"Are you good baby? Why are you alone? Where's Jasmine"

"She left.." She left me for Aiden.

"Where have you been, I was worried sick about you, come here" she ran into my arms and rubbed her hair on my chest while in the comfort of my embrace.

".." I sighed and hugged her back while smoothening her hair continuously.

"Cici.."

"Hmm" she smiled.

"Do you think... we should break up?" I said in a low voice but I think she heard be cause she looked up immediately with widened eyes.

"Huh.. why do you say so, did I do something wrong?"

"No.. it's not from you, the problem is me" I replied.

"Did you.." she came out of my hands.

"Fall out of love?"

"Cici, I love you but.."

"No Lexington, you can't leave me.. Please don't break up with me babe, please.. tell me what is wrong" She broke down in tears. This is the problem I have with girls.. the annoying tears but still, I can't stand watching her cry.

"Okay.. okay, we won't break up alright" I smiled.

"Really? Am I forgiven? Then tell me those three words"

"You didn't do anything wrong.. nevermind, I love you" I said and hugged her.

"I really do"

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[BALLIOL COLLEGE, OXFORD]

Jonathan was seated alone, at a corner, in the class. He's the weird one and somehow he has no one to talk to except his phone and Jasmine. But she's no where to be found and he doesn't want to mingle with the unserious beings available.

He heard a noise around and looked up to find Kai in the center of girls that circled around him. They all had something in their hands and were giving it to him as them in exchange for hugs.

The scene was an eye sore to me. Not that I'm kinda jealous but.. it's all nonsense, I just can't watch him around girls. What hurts is that he knows about my feelings for him. I sighed as I watched him smile with heart content, he looked really happy and the girls were ogling at him like vultures. It's his fault for being to handsome.

He must've noticed a hard burning gaze on him because he looked to my sides and our eyes met and we maintained the contact for what feels like eternity. I broke it when it was getting too intense and uncomfortable, everyone started noticing so I stood up and ran out side.

I looked back.. I was at least expecting him to run after me. I gave on him and decided to take a walk before my next lecture when a text came in from an unknown identity.

💌 ASHLEY HAS A TENDENCY FALL FOR BAD GUYS..

💌 CAROLINE, SHE LIKES 'EM SWEET.. AND ZOEY LIKES WHEN THEY LIE.

💌 VICTORIA HAS.. SOME DADDY ISSUES, SHE LIKES 'EM OLDER KINDA MEAN WITH TATTOOS.

It was easy for me to guess who it it, he has my number? Why is he telling me the girls taste, is that supposed to comfort me? Is he trying to say he's not more than a friend to them.

Jonathan wasted no time thinking before dialing the number and on the first ring, Kai picked up.

"What's the meaning of all those texts" he said the next second after Kai answered the call.

"I don't know.. I don't know why I felt the need to explain myself when I did nothing wrong" Kai said, what Jonathan couldn't see was how fast he was tapping his feet at the corner he was.

"Yeah right, you should delete them while I block you" Kai said coldly and wanted to hang up.

"No! Please don't block me!!"

"Why? we have nothing to discuss about" Jonah said firmly.

"Well.. we're acquainted.."

"I don't wanna chat with you, bye" Jonathan said and hung up, deleting his number and blocking him at the same time.

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[Aiden's Cafe]

Jasmine's POV

It took a while before I could understand what must've happened earlier. Aiden.. Chloe shirtless.. Alone in an enclosed room..

"Chloe?" She smirked at me as soon as our eyes came in contact.

"Roses are red, violets are blue.. I was born pretty, what happened to you??" She came closer without bothering to put on her shirt, The thoughts of Aiden close to kissing her disgusted me. It would've happened if I was a minute late.

"I was born prettier than you" I answered Chloe with a stern voice.

"What exactly is your problem?? we're we enemies in our past lives, Why do we have to compete for everything I want?" She screamed. She is right.

"Simple, I'm preferable to you"

"That's a lie!! Aiden, tell her you like me and not her" She turned to Aiden. I was waiting for him to fire back at her but I saw a tinge of something inexplicable in his eyes, were they.. hesitation?

"I can't believe you chose shamelessness as your lifestyle, put on your shirt please and get out" I spoke before Aiden could, it's better not hearing him say it.

"Right, Our baby just need some time to think about it and I'm sure he'll choose me" I scoffed at what she called him. I can't believe I was standing when he rubbed his hair before pecking him.

"Till we meet again rival" She smiled before placing her clothes on her shoulder.

"I am not challenging you, just give up" I said.

"Bîtches don't give up Jasmine" She said before walking away. I sighed as I looked at Aiden who looked like the most clueless wimp I've ever seen but still, I love him and I don't know why I can't seem to bring myself from loving him.

I have to clear his hesitation, he can't like any other girl except me. I ran to him and pulled his face to mine, clumping his lips with mine. He couldn't relate due to shock but I decided to continue kissing him. It then registered on me some seconds later that he wasn't shocked, he was just lost on what to do so I decided to take the lead. I bit on his lower lips just like how Lexi would've done when I refused to respond, to gain entrance into his cave. I took his limb hands and guided it to my hips.

I was confused at how a hottie like him doesn't know how to do these things or maybe he doesn't want to do it. I closed my eyes tighter to stop myself from worrying and continue kissing him, this time.. he was kissing me back but it was evidently known to me that he is struggling. Come to think of it, this is our first time kissing.

I proceeded to take it to the next step, I ran my hands down his arm and back to his shoulder continuously and then I allowed my hands to roam on his broad chest down to his abs and pelvis area. My hands move freely until it found the hem of his shirt and I flied it open. My palms came in contact with his bare skin, I felt him gasp on my lips as his temperature rose.

I then remembered that whenever I moan from please, Lexi would move to my cheeks and neck to imprint love bites on it. I guess his lessons are being useful now.

I pulled out from the kiss with my eyes still shut and kissed his cheek skin and his ear. I felt his shudder in my hands as I did so, that's his weak spot. I continued kissing his ear as he continue restricting himself from groaning loudly.

My hands found his belt and held it. I noticed he become stiff and stopped moaning. I started laying kisses and biting him gently on his neck. By this time, my hand found his member through his thick denim. I smiled knowingly at his size as I continued kissing his nape.

I don't know if it was the bite or because I unbuckled his belt but he disengaged from me immediately when I was turned on the most.

"W-what are you.. you doing?" he stuttered through heavy breathing.

"Is s*x what relationship is about?" I blurted out but he smiled instead.

"Who told you that?"

"It's our 7 days anniversary so I wanted to spice it up" I said.

"Baby" He came closer again and rubbed my hair.

"Don't tell me.."

"I'm a virgin, if I can keep it till this long then I can wait till we get married" he smiled.

"That's a lie, a big fat one at that!! What makes you think I'll believe that" I scoffed and dusted his hands off.

"If only we can ej*****te blood on our first time too" he smiled and I realized how serious he was.

"Aiden" I warned.

"Hey, I'm not after you because of your body, I'm after loving you and treating you as a queen alright" he said.

I could not but cry,

"Why the tears"

"You're a cute virgin boy.. but our love would've be cuter if I was a virgin too"

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TBC..❤️

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16/09/2023

💝ARE YOU MY BF
OR
MY BEST FRIEND?🥀

{..Best friends with benefits..}
by Zendaya zee

Theme: Love or Lust? 🔞

GENRE: Forbidden Romance.

~CHAPTER 14

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✨ TEMPTATION ✨
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~Writer's POV

"Lexi? Who are you speaking to so secretly" Jasmine said from behind.
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"And why are you with my phone?" Jasmine added as he noticed Lexi talking so coldly to his phone, too bad she couldn't hear what he was saying since she was far away.

"Hm.. I -- did you change your screen, it was broken the last time I checked" that worked in time for him.

"yeah.. a couple of days back, are you in a fight with Alicia? Who.."

"It's no one, I think I should go meet Alicia too.."

"Okay.. I thought I was dreaming so I came back to check if you're still here" Jasmine smiled cheekily.

"I'm back baby girl..for good, want another hug to confirm that?"

"Yeah, I needed that" they hugged each other with so much care that it almost look like they were couples and all the rift never happened.

"Jasmine?" Lexi said as soon as they parted.

"Mm?"

"I love you" he said suddenly with so much seriousness, Jasmine met his eyes, the blue lens seem to shine brighter and when she felt the look get more intense, she laughed it off.

"of course you do and I know that.. I love you too bestie" she smiled. Of course, she'll never take it seriously.

°°°°
[ 2 Years Ago]

How dare a lowlife like him think of liking a diva student like her. Those were exactly the thoughts she had in her mind before her manicure hands with long nails landed on his face.

The sound of the slap re-echoed through the hall and it caught the attention of the students bustling around. They all had to stop to watch the drama that was unfolding. After all, it involved the school queen Bea.

Some how, his chats with his best friends got licked and the voice note he sent was about him liking the queen Bea and in her constitution, students on scholarship weren't permitted to think about liking her not to talk of liking her.

She heard about the chats and thought he was a rich kid judging by his good looks but it turned out otherwise. But he wasn't planning on pursuing his crush either so who exactly is at fault.

"It's just a crush Chloe, he hasn't asked your out yet!!" one of her minions yelled from behind.

"Still the same to me, all that matters is that he's a low life and he dared to expose his chats" She yelled back.

"Say what? I heard he runs a popular cafe right? Anyone found in his shop shouldn't bother thinking of getting invite to any one my parties throughout my highschool year" Chloe announced.

Embarrassing him in public was bad enough, why did she have to ruin his only source of surviving, it's too cruel.. but what can he say? He is just the child of a driver.

"I can think twice of my decision if you kneel before me and beg me" she suddenly said. There is one thing she doesn't know, it's the word 'dignity'.. a guy like him will never loose his dignity. His true friends will stand by him.

"Never" he said through gritted teeth and walked past her, hitting her shoulder in the process.

He lost both actual and potential customers, even his friends left his for partying, he remained back to square one.

°°°°

"Jesus Chloe! I'm busy attending to customer please stop distracting me" Aiden whispered in a little yell to the one who has been following him about throughout his entire working hour.

A call came in earlier with a familiar voice trying to warn me but I couldn't grab who owns the voice before he hung up midway. I choose to assume it to be a wrong number because he didn't have the time to think about anything else except how to get rid of the sticking bug lichen on him.

"I'm a customer too, why won't you place my order"

"Because we're out of stock of what you ordered for, please leave or I'll lodge a complaint of stalking to the police" he said coldly.

"baby boy, there's more to life than work.."

"I know, that's why I blocked you. I'm not interested in any of your stuff or your... wide hole" he blurted out.

"Heyy, how do you know it's wide when you haven't seen it" she bit her lips sexily.

"Please leave.." he took the used cups to the behind shop space where he does the dishes and prepare the orders but she followed him in there too.

"Chloe.." He dropped the dirty cup and turned around to meet her upper body in nothing but her brassiere.

"I like you alright, I liked you ever since you resisted my orders and until now. It's weird taking the lead but.. will you be my boyfriend?" She stood there so naturally as if her shirt weren't off.

"Ah.. I guess blocking you wasn't enough, now you're going live? I'm sorry to disappoint you but I'm taken"

"All you have to do is break up with her, you liked me right? I'm sure I can wake your old feelings by one night.. I can help you expand your business and you always wanted to study right? I can ask my dad to sponsor you, a boyfriend will be the perfect excuse" She held his hands. Chloe saw a hint of hesitation in his eyes, it was indeed a tempting offer and once he misses it, he'll have to wait for another lifetime.

"Gawdd.."

"Don't try to push it away Aiden.. just let me kiss you" She moved closer so that only a foot step was left in between them.

"No.. this is wrong, please put on your shirt back.."

"Chloe?!!"

Aiden looked up to see his girlfriend standing in shock but what mattered was that she knows Chloe name and she'd get the wrong idea.

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TBC..❤️

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14/09/2023

💝ARE YOU MY BF
OR
MY BEST FRIEND?🥀

{..Best friends with benefits..}
by Zendaya zee

Theme: Love or Lust? 🔞

GENRE: Forbidden Romance.

~CHAPTER 13

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✧*.✧.✧*.✧
✨ SECRETLY ✨
✧.✧*.✧*.✧

~Writer's POV

"come here" with so much frustration in him, he pulled Jonathan closer to him and crashed his lips on his. Jonathan eyes widened as he didn't know how to respond to Kai's erotic kisses.
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As Jonathan felt the air in the surrounding raise in temperature, he pulled out abruptly out of the kiss and looked at Kai with widened eyes.

They both stared at each other for a while waiting for who will first talk.

"Are you..." just when Jonathan felt the need to break the awkward air, Kai cuts in.

"Don't think too much about it" he said with a firm voice and solid gaze.

"W-what?" Jonah stuttered, what does he mean, was that a mistake?. Just as if Kai read his mind, he added to his sentence:

"That wasn't a mistake, I just wanted to know if guys lips taste better" he smirked.

"And?"

"It doesn't! I wonder why guys turn themselves gay for just a butt hole that a girl has too. Thanks bro, I thought I fell for you for a moment so I wanted confirmation but damn, gay is not my thing and it's never gonna be mine" he rubbed Jonathan hair before walking past him but that enraged his anger.

"You really think it's fair by just walking away, Kai you kissed me!!" Jonathan yelled, his eyes became bloodshot as tears almost rolled out.

"Don't.. don't tell me you think I liked you back?"

"back? you knew I liked you all along? you're such a crap Kai!! Why the hell did you rub my hair from time to time and why the f**k did you hold my hands in public.. why .. you should have just ignored me that leading me on!!" With this rate of anger, Jonathan's voice began to shake and tiny tears came out of his doe eyes.

"dude! It was pretty much obvious, even my friends and some other course mates already dragged my attention to your feelings, and I wasn't leading on, you were simply an irresistible blueberry muffin" Kai said with his hands tucked in his jean pockets.

"I guess I made the mistake liking you, you will always be a jerk, what was I expecting" Jonathan cried and ran out of the toilet and out of the restaurant.

"I just wanted to feel of a boy's lip tastes"

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[Aiden's Place.. Next day]

Aiden's POV.

"I love you" I said to her as we ended the video call. Maybe it's too early to say that or it kind of scared her a little but she said nothing before hanging up.

She isn't really vibrant like how she used to be. She told me how Lexi is to her and it's kind of uneasy for me to have her sleeping under the same roof with a boy. I know this should be the loving phase of our relationship but I don't know why I suddenly can't trust her.

Lexi isn't a kid and he'll be back whenever he wants to. I continued drying my hair, I just came out out of the bathroom when she called. She told me I could've rejected the call but hell no! even if I'm on the toilet seat I'll still answer to her call.

You must me wondering what I do since I'm not studying.. well I'm basically the head of the family so I have to find a way to make ends meet. I run a café for a living, it's not a big one but it's quite popular although the shop is placed in rent and I kind of had to fake my age to be a shop owner when I just started it in highschool.

I threw on my blue polo shirt and a black trousers and boarded the bus to work without looking back. I clocked in and started my usual routine, accepting orders and making coffee and tea, I guess that's what I do best.

When the orders seem to die down a little, I sat at the counter and brought out my phone to check the time but a call from a strange number rang in but before I could answer the call, I felt someone at the front of the counter.

"One sexy waiter with extra c*ndoms to go!" I would never mistake that voice for another. Chloe, my ex crush.

°°°°
[Earlier At L&J Apartment]

Writer's POV

Jasmine couldn't think properly. One who doesn't know about their relationship will think he's her boyfriend and he's made of the oxygen she's breathing in.

Jasmine sighed as she finished gulping down the cold water. She heaved another sigh but as soon as she turned around, her eyes met a jaw dropping sight.

"Lexi" she whispered. Her shock transformed into a wide smile. He ran towards him with the aim of giving him a warm hug but restricted herself immediately. What if he's here to take his belongings and own his own apartment?

"I'm not a ghost hey, give me a hug!!" he smiled and Jasmine jumped onto him, holding him tight and wishing it wasn't a dream.

"I forgive you little one" Lexi added.

"Forget me? hey I should be the one forgiving you" jasmine broke the hug and stood akimbo.

"Let's just forgive ourselves, I miss you so much" Lexi smiled and rubbed her hair slowly.

"I miss you too but.. why did you act like a jerk, I only wanted a boyfriend.."

"I was just worried that he'd leave you like other guys.. I just wanted what is best for you bestie" he smiled as he continued stroking her hair and face. He stopped caressing her face and brought his face closer, just as he was about to seal the distance, she spoke up.

"I know you want good things for me but you're the only guy who has never left me but I can't possibly date you, can I?" she said without reasoning.

"Yeah.. right"

"Oh, what do you have here" She noticed he had a bag and snatched it from him before he could explain. Jasmine opened the scrolled up paper and it turned out to be a painting.

The painting was odd with so many canvas, interwoven with each other but somehow, it looked familiar but she couldn't interpret it.

"It's beautiful" she smiled.

"Do you know what it is?" Lexi asked.

"No, but whatever it is.. it's still beautiful" Jasmine replied.

"Guess what! It's been a week since I've been dating Aiden, I think it's worth celebrating.. I'll go take a bath, please make yourself at home since you're at home" Jasmine smiled and ran up to her room, now that Lexi is back, she can finally think.

"A week.. they just started dating" Lexi mumbled to himself and things seem to work out for him because he spotted her phone on the couch, he strode to the chair and unlocked her phone without thinking too much. He searched her contacts for 'Aiden' but didn't find it.. stupid him, she's definitely in love so she can't save his number so plainly.

"FIRST AID" he scoffed at the nickname, Why is it so cool? it's definitely him. He copied the number to his phone and dialed it. It rang through the first time and he didn't pick it up.

"Wimp"

He called it again and he finally answered.

"Hello? Aiden speaking, who is this?.." Aiden asked politely

"I'm going to be your nightmare if you don't stay away from Ja.."

"Lexi? Who are you speaking to so secretly" Jasmine said from behind.

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TBC..❤️

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11/09/2023

💝ARE YOU MY BF
OR
MY BEST FRIEND?🥀

{..Best friends with benefits..}
by Zendaya zee

Theme: Love or Lust? 🔞

GENRE: Forbidden Romance.

~CHAPTER 11 & 12

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✨ AIDEN IN THE PICTURE ✨
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~Jasmine's POV

He left. I haven't seen my best friend for the almost a week after we argued. I tried calling him, I don't know if he blocked my number or switched his phone off because it is sent straight to voicemail.

And if you're wondering what happened between I and Aiden.. I'm elated to announce that we're officially a thing and he has been trying his best in being all charming and romantic despite us being far from each other. Because of the early death of his father, the only source of income to the family, things are a bit difficult for them but he's working on gaining admission into my college, only that when he successfully enters, he'll be my junior.

The house suddenly feels empty, I always come back with the hope that I'll meet him probably shirtless on the couch being the lazy ass that he is but I get I'll be disappointed because everywhere is still how I left it.

"I'm sorry alright! Isn't it an apology you wanted, there it is.. will you come back home Lexi, I miss you.. I miss you presence" I miss your touch. I'm sure all the voice notes I've dropped would've accumulated into a record because this will be the 7th I'm dropping today.

I tried going to his favorite spots where he receives inspiration to paint and draw but there are no traces of him. And maybe because Alicia is buried in some project works, she hasn't been really helpful in finding him. I'm just so lonely right now, I guess the effect of not having more than one close friend is kicking in now.

My thoughts were crowded by him alone so I decided to take a tour into his land which was his room. As I walked in, the memories of ourselves indulged in fun began to set back. From when he asked me to take a few pictures for him after he went shopping and when we played pillow fight on his bed. He regretted it that day because I refused to help in cleaning up his room. Haha!

I saw a comb on the floor and picked it with the intention of keeping it where it should be - on his dressing table. As I successfully placed the comb on his table, I saw his drawer slightly open and out of curiosity, I opened it more and found most of our childhood memories stored in there. My hand picked the first handmade friendship wristband I made when were in highschool. I remember vividly that he lost it the day after but now.. it's here, a bit old but still in perfect shape. He never lost it. He kept it and I can see why he did, it has a childish sense in it because of the pink color it was made of.

He kept everything like treasures, the shinny pebbles I collected when we traveled to the seashore for vacations, the necklace we shared. A pen of mine he broke mistakenly and even my.. tooth.

Aha! I knew there was a mystery behind the money that gets swapped for teeth, so he is the tooth fairy. How caring of me, he is like the big brother I never had. Protecting me and leading me when I have no one.

I almost failed to notice a book with green covers. It has a lock code and I saw no reason why I shouldn't know it's content. It's probably one of his sketch books but it baffles me why he kept it separate from the other ones in his art room.

I tried his birthday but it didn't free. I used my birthday and it didn't even budge, 0-0-0-0.. I ran out of numbers that were relevant to him until I decided to try. 07/07, the day he became friends.. it's just our unique number.

The first page contained his handwriting talking about some warning, wow is this a secret diary? do men also write diaries.

"𝔍𝔞𝔷𝔷, ℑ'𝔪 99% 𝔰𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔱'𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔫𝔬𝔴 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔦'𝔡 𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔶 𝔪𝔲𝔠𝔥 𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔱𝔢 𝔦𝔣 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔰𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔢 𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔰𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔶.. .." and he kept on blabbing but hell, like as of that's gonna erase my curiosity.

He skipped a few pages before writing, his handwriting looks like it's printed, so neat as it moves in the same direction and angle.

"ℌ𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔢𝔰 𝔦𝔱 𝔞𝔩𝔩, 𝔬𝔫𝔠𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔱𝔥 𝔣𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔥𝔢𝔰 𝔬𝔲𝔱 .. 𝔦𝔱 𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔩𝔰 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 ℑ'𝔪 𝔞 𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔠𝔢. ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔥 ℑ 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝔞𝔰 𝔰𝔥𝔢.." the next word got stuck in my throat. Lexi wrote a book of fantasy about me!

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[Somewhere..]

Lexi's POV

I stayed back not because I'm still mad at Jasmine, I just needed time to reflect on myself and for the days I've spent alone. I realized that I'm at fault and now I don't know how to look at her. Will she want me back?

I've been living in my art room, it's only secret because I don't reveal the paintings I make here because of how obscure they are and the feelings it carries. No one knows about this place, not even Jasmine. I bought this bungalow house secretly.

All ended up painting all look trash as I stop halfway, there's no inspiration neither is there a muse. This will be the third paper I'm tearing off today, and this will be the very first time I'm having an artist's block without knowing what to do.

I picked up my brush and chose a pinkish white paint and started laying strokes on the board thinking I would come up with something new. A surreal light flashes at the side of my face and I turned to see the source. I saw her seating on my table at the center of the room, very close to me in her last layer of clothing which was I skin.

"Jasmine" I reached my hands to her and whispered, am I hallucinating or did I miss her so much?

"I'll be your muse" she smiled knowingly. "just think, where is the most beautiful part of my body" She came down the table and came closer, and closer until her lips landed on mine. When I opened my eyes, she's gone!

That's right! I know just what to paint and it'll be the most beautiful canvas I've ever drawn. It definitely is!

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[BALLIOL COLLEGE, OXFORD]

Jonathan classes just ended so he decided to study in the library before going to his dorm since he isn't on good terms with his roommates ever since the movie night.

They were all caught and asked to tidy a portion of the school for a week so Jonathan met with them coincidentally.

"Isn't it the angry bird" one of the girls scoffed at the back.

"Guys I'm really sorry, I don't know what came over me" Jonathan sighed.

"Whatever, let's get going before he infects us with his weirdness" Another girl said and they all walked away. He noticed his potential crush isn't with them so he asked about him.

"hm Lily? isn't Kai with you guys?" he said.

"At the library, he needed to borrow a book, what's up are you into guys now?" she giggled and everyone met his eyes with curiosity.

"Whaaat? no! never!!"

"You were looking for me" Kai appeared from Jonathan's back and that startled him, did he also hear when he denied being into guys? then that'll ruin his chance with him.

"y-yeah" he stuttered.

"Let's go!" Kai held his hands and Jonathan blushed uncontrollably, his hands were so small in Kai's hands. They walked away hand-in-hand.

"What was that! Is my cousin bi now?" the girl that fed him popcorn was actually Kai's distant cousin.

Kai took Jonathan to an arcade not far from school. They bought some milkshake before entering into the game house. Seems Kai is popularly known there because the people cheered for him as soon as he entered.

"Do you play computer games?"

"Sure but I'm not good at it" he smiled.

"let's go!"

Kai introduced Jonathan to his game friends and they welcomed him warmly. He created an account for him and rubbed Jonathan's hair from time to time before they started playing.

"Is there something on my hair or is it just beautiful?" Jonathan avoided when Kai wanted to touch his head again.

"you're just cute and I can't resist you" he smiled.

Jonathan lost on the first round so he was left behind. The girls around him started ogling at Kai since he has a high chance of winning.

"hm, Kai? I want to use the restroom alright?"

"sure" Kai shrugged him off shortly with his attention fully on the game. Jonathan stood up and managed to trace the toilet and when he got there, there was another guy there smoking in there.

He didn't know whether to greet or not but he kept mute after reasoning it's better not to start a conversation. He unzipped his fly and started urinating.

"bro, are you trans cuz wtf is that?" he laughed as he pointed to his ge***al. That's another reason why Jonathan doesn't like his body, how did he manage to get such a small dick?

He rolled his eyes and turned to leave but the guy pulled him back.

"I'm still talking to you hey!" he said hoarsely.

"but I don't want to talk to you" Jonathan said, it was meant to be cold but it came out cute.

"Aren't you too cute, I just wanna.." Jonathan felt the guys hand at his butt and he gave it a squeeze.

"Leave me be!!" Jonathan screamed and as if Kai heard his cry, he went to the toilet at saw the heart aching scenery.

"he said let go!" Kai stood in the middle of them and said coldly

"b-brother Kai? I didn't know he was yours, please pardon me" the guy said and ran out.

"what the hell happened!!" Kai raised his voice.

"he suddenly came upon me I don't really know" Jonathan said coyly and bit his lips.

"come here" with so much frustration in him, he pulled Jonathan closer to him and crashed his lips on his. Jonathan eyes widened as he didn't know how to respond to Kai's erotic kisses.

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