07/08/2024
“You should enjoy your life more. Life is short. Just have fun.”
This is a constant message I got from people around me. So, I try what they do. I go out more, drink more, and spend more. But I never feel the fun parts they mention. I feel that I am not in the right place or doing the right thing. And sometimes it makes me question myself. Is there something wrong with me? And I even got more confused if I should change myself to fit in.
These days, more and more people start to complicate life. We start to put more conditions to be happy. And by trying to make ourselves happy, we make our lives worse. We think if we do this or that, our lives will be good, and if we don’t, our lives will be miserable. We keep chasing one thing after another, but it never feels enough.
I am a firm believer that happiness should come from within. Maybe we just don’t have the same fun. Maybe reading books, drinking coffee, or writing a life journal already gives us enough peace we want. After all, being yourself is the most peaceful thing a person could do.
From Memoria