06/10/2021
I've been trying to write a status, Or convince myself to get on a live, Or just find the courage to get on here and talk to yall without turning to a ball of a tears.
I know I've been silent the last week or so, I've been inconsistent before then. I was pretty open about my mental health a few weeks ago, And how it's effected my work ethic. I've been on a roller coaster of emotions here lately.
I have a lump in my throat the size of Texas right now. But. I'm biting the bullet.
I've decided to close..
Alot of things played into this decision, It really wasn't just one thing in particular. I've beaten myself up as to how I slipped so badly and allowed myself to be so inconsistent with my work, But I've also tried to tell myself that the reasons weren't out of poor work ethic itself or even laziness. It was because of my depression.
This business is rewarding in so many ways. I've met some of the greatest women. I've been a shoulder to lean on, A front porch after trying on clothes, I've tried to always be a friend to every woman who walked through my door.
I've gained new friends, Built a stronger relationship with current friends, I've mended friendships, I've even lost a few friendships along the way. But I always like to think everything in life is a lesson.
I'd like to Thank; My Sister, My Grandparents, My family in general, Chelsea Freeman, Candy McCullough, Chelsea Blanchard, Lacy Dalme & Michelle Petersen. Yall were my saving grace. I love yall.
I've decided closing would be best for me at this point. I'm a give it all or nothing type of person and with this, I haven't been giving my all. Also, I need to find me again. There's so much that's happened, So much that's going on that I still feel like I'm suffocating. So I need to do this. I'm heart broken, But I'm at peace with my decision. I hope and pray yall can understand. Whether this be a goodbye for now, Or a see you later, I want y'all to know I've valued every single friendship and customer I've gained in the last 2 years. I Love You All.
I will also be having a last ones sale to clear everything out, Clothing, Racks, I will also be placing my shop for sale tomorrow. So please stick around so we can have one last "Sale." Now I'm gonna go ball like a baby. π