08/06/2022
This is a bit long winded, so grab a cuppa and sit down for a couple of minutes. ( i apologise in advance for my terrible grammer! )
Since I had my shop at Peak crossing and absolutely loved it, upclycling, finding items to upcycle and selling new and old homewares, The shop unfortunately was sold, devastated me!
My husband Rob made the shed up the back yard into shop. I thought it was a great idea. But......
In the last 2 to 3 years so much happened. I had health issues, i developed an Autoimmune disease, which knocked me around for a fair time. ( all good now, under control) Covid. I was working heaps at my other job. Some personal issues. People you thought were good people, turned out to be awful people. There is alot of people you come across out there aren't true to themselves, and have an agenda, they are only interested in what your doing business wise to undermine you and do exactly the same. It's unfortunate, but it happens alot. All these things took a real toll on me.
One minute i wanted to build the business back up next minute i had no drive to even look at it.
I decided when on holidays in Melbourne over April recently i got heaps of inspiration from going around to heaps of businesses that did similar to my business. I got really inspired, especially buy my friends business in Victoria The Sassy Rabbit, i couldn't wait to get it going again. Then without going into detail, i had some news i wasn't expecting, i flew back to Melbourne for another week. Im home now.
That visit made my think alot about everything. It really had a profound effect on me.
One being i never write about my thoughts and life indepth, and yet here i am doing just that. I realized I've had all these excuses why not to get my shop up and going.
I suppose it has been a bit of fear of failure, what if people don't like what i do?, what if im judged? Everytime i got inspired, i felt anxious, then lost all motivation. Now i know i just have to stop letting time go by and just hook in. I absolutely love what i do. So over the next few weeks, ill get things going and be alot more organised and fight my fears! Thanks to all the customers and friends that have always been there supporting me. β€π