05/21/2026
Yesterday was tough....not as tough as that night our family woke terrified to our home on fire but tough in a different way for me.
This was my passion, my love, something I grew to love while spending time with my dad taking me as a little girl to flea markets as he was an advivd collector as well. This hurts in so many ways! 😔 YES we are blessed no one was hurt or taken and all our beloved pets survived too and as people say to me constantly its just stuff! You are right, stuff is stuff! Besides the trauma we experience, besides the PTSD I'm experiencing now, feeling afraid when night rolls around to sleep, nightmares creep in all the time too.
I feel so many emotions, these were not just things to me and my soul sisters. This was our HAPPY place! Was the beginning of something we dreamt about, her art meant the world to Amy, my sisters passion for her gemstones and crystals too, heck it meant the world to me as well as all my collectibles did for us all.
Showing you all our space like this is heart breaking 💔
I hope in time this will fade away some what. I have no idea what the plan is right now other then healing.
Thank you all for your kindness ❤️