04/04/2026
Hello everyone,
I decided to come on as i have been absent. I have been dealing with a lot in my life. Worst thing is that I keep things bottled in so show my family the ‘brave side of me’ where at the same time i have been very emotional. I cannot get into too much detail as I know a lot of you know there have been health concerns with my family, other things came up recently, and i realized how much things have changed. I have been running on adrenaline for the last few years all to find out that’s it’s just me, without any help. It took a while to really open my eyes and grieve over what i have to accept. Accept the new differences of that what were once normal. Grief is not only losing a loved one, but also a change that was not expected and it affects those who were more there who you thought were the most resilient. There is a few things coming up that I will have to face that I’m africa’s of what the outcome might be, it is health issues with a couple members of my family.
I hope things will be ok, i have just have to jump another hurdle. A lot of hurdles I had to jump over.
All i have to do is try to stay optimistic and be brave and take things one day at a time❤️
i will be in touch, right now relaunching my business is up in the air because right now my attention has to be focused on my family and me.