08/05/2026
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I played Marshgirl the other day. Y'all know she's the version of me that brings me the most peace. The marsh entrance was filled to the brim with duckw**d in every color and it felt like I was paddling through oatmeal til I reached the open waters. Have you ever had the blessing of floating downwind beside a blooming patch of Lotus? (Nelumbo lutea) Let me tell ya, if the heavens had a scent and I'm certain they have many, you'd find that one there for sure.
I paddled a different way this time, to the left, under the fishing bridge, and out into the wild waters of what I call "the thick marsh". The water is low, the Egrets show me while they stand guard hunting for fish. I needed calm, however the winds picked up and my spirit got a little sassy towards it. "I need still, I need peace, I need simple. Please, please stop blowing." I'm not for certain the winds heard my plea, but I do know, the paddle got easier as I floated along until my fin let me know, that we were as far as we were going to get on this adventure. We were stuck. And it was beautiful.
I propped my life jacket against my wicker basket, got out my snacks of walnuts and dates, and layed down under the blue sunshine filled sky and became one with the marsh. One by one, the winged ones came closer. The swallows zigzagged through the air catching bugs, the herons, and egrets wadded close and I watched with wonder at their ability to plunge their long bills into the waters and catch tiny iridescent fish that glistened in the Soleil before they gobbled them down. There were little wonders all around me. Turles. Whirlygigs. Big fish. Little fish. Eagles. Dragonflies. Damselflies. I found the peace I was looking for.
I read my book, just a few chapters, there were so many distractions it was hard for me to focus.
Have y'all read that book? Where the crawdads Sing? I've read it more than once.
There's a part in the book, where Kya is learing how to read. Tate brought her Aldo Leopold's A sand county Almanac...Slowly, she unraveled each word of the sentence: "There are some who can live without wild things, and some who cannot."
I am one of those people~