02/11/2025
Blessed Samhain š¤š
Part 1
I love this account and I love that my jewellery is so completely authentically me, what you see is, simply, a metal embodiment of myself which is kind of thrilling. Thereās some opulence, extravagance, unexpected things for those who donāt pay attention but for those who do⦠thereās comfort and consistency. Never one to follow the crowd or a trend, my jewellery comes entirely from my own warm, beating heart. Always with a focus on the macabre, magic and adding in my old favourite; death⦠for if you didnāt realise I have a preoccupation with death. Born out of being deeply afraid of death since I was around the age of 13 when my grandma was seriously ill. I was both horrified and fascinated seeing her in hospital with tubes coming out of her. Nobody had explained properly what I would see in hospital that day before I went, and no one said anything after. The image of her never left me. Many people are fascinated with say, Steampunk, because they think it looks cool. I had a deep hatred of steampunk because I met it a few years after seeing my grandma in the hospital, I drew the comparison with industrial themed pieces on the skin and my grandma being saved by these plastic tubes which went into her skin. This merge of the natural with the man made has remained an uneasy horror - fascination of mine⦠I sit somewhere between the two. At aged 13 I was quite ill for a while, I think seeing my grandma like that kicked off heath anxiety in me and I became convinced I was dying. Itās an affliction thatās never entirely at bay and becomes a problem again when too much stress hits (oh hello 2025 š). Of course as you grow older no one can convince you to ignore the reality that you are actually going to die. There is, unfortunately, no elixir of life. When I started my jewellery I wanted to be true to me, so I ran with a bunch of monks Iād drawn up in mid winter 2023 and also, Queen. I imagined where they lived and some stories about their life. After learning they were undead I decided to try to give them eternal life by making them so many beautiful, precious jewels that the devil-esque creature in charge couldnāt say no.