20/12/2020
🎄Bitter sweet moment....this was the exact time we received the latest announcement of lockdown in Wales as of midnight last night, how one moment can contain so many mixes of emotions.
I was holding back the stressed, worried tears but the tears of joy from there little faces in this moment flowed. For 10 minutes there ws a glimmer of normal, to them santa wasn't social distancing because they are always wary going too close anyway, i mean they only see the big guy once a year 😊
We may not have made it to grotto and qued for hours but we got the special memories on our doorstep❤
I think for many, like myself all year my focus has been Christmas, we can get through it all if we have a focus and for me and anyone hat knows me, knows Christmas is my fave time of year. The closer we got to Christmas the more hurdles were being thrown at us and the small things became the big things and everything mattered more.
Im trying not to get upset infront of the children but last night it was too much, im angry and worried and its ok. Your allowed to feel any feeling, your allowed to grieve for a year where we have lost out on so much.
But and this is a BIG but, YOUR NOT ALONE!
Wherever you are in the UK we are all in this together. Keep talking, lets work together, support each other however we can.
Christmas is going to be different but the one thing that isn't is the love we have for our family and friends so lets find new ways to show it and spread it.
Christmas is NOT cancelled! Its a little different🎄🎄🎄
So as your waking up today, before anything else, take a moment, have a drink, gather your thoughts and make a plan. My inbox is always open💝
Mama leading her tribe and don't forget your smile is your logo ###