05/05/2026
Hi everyone :)
This painting started from a bit of panic 🙈
Back in March, I was thinking about applying for Landscape Artist of the Year and realised I didn’t have any recent landscapes, and the deadline was coming up quite fast. I could feel myself getting anxious about it.
I found an old canvas that already had blue ink on it and remembered a photo I took in the Cairngorms when I was on holiday with my hubby. It was such a peaceful, quiet moment and I just felt like I needed to paint it.
So I started. No sketch, just paint.
At first I was still quite anxious, so I focused on my breathing and prayed, asking Jesus to help calm me down. As I kept going, everything else faded out and it just became about the painting. Mixing colours, adding lots of white, checking the photo, and trying out some new paints I got for Christmas.
Somewhere along the way I realised I don’t need to have everything planned out before I begin. I can just start and trust myself a bit more.
This piece means a lot to me because it reminded me of that calm moment on holiday, and it reminded me that I am capable of more than I think.
God is the ultimate Creator, and the fact that He’s given me even a small part of that creativity feels really special to me ☺️
I hope this brings you a little bit of calm and reminds you that you can start before you feel ready ❤