22/05/2026
A time for reflection
As I sat waiting for the plane to take off, I suddenly had a strange feeling within myself that this is the first time this year I have actually’ stopped’. It was suddenly time to sit a reflect on all that had happened to me over the past year.
I suddenly, out of no where, burst into tears. Not because I was sad, but because my body was suddenly starting to release all that has happened to me.
The realisation that although life has felt prity hard of late, there are so many good things to have come out of the pain and frustration.
For one, I have met the man I had worked so hard to manifest. The kindest, most gentle and understanding man I have ever met. His patience and understanding has healed me more than I think he will ever know.
Secondly, yesterday I bought my first home! It only just hit me that my life, as I know it, has just changed significantly.
I will be moving in with my partner and his daughter. A new chapter of my life, that I have hoped for, is finally starting to happen. I can’t wait for the peace and joy that having my own space is going to give me.
Thirdly, I have started to connect with some incredible people through doing work that I truly love and although I am not where I want to be with my business yet, the hope and direction is there.
In the air now and I feel like I am starting to be able to breathe a little easier. There is still a lot of sadness in me that I know will need to find its way out, but for the first time this year, I feel like I am where I am ment to be ❤️
