07/04/2026
Achievement ticked off my list: trade with at ✅ 😎 🥳
I graduated from in this very hall back in 2019, and on Saturday I had a stall alongside some incredible creatives in the same spot I sat back then. I visit good ol’ Nozza occasionally but returning to this space as this fuller, wiser, more authentic version of myself, ready to share my creations, felt kinda huge for me.
Parking my car (I passed my test several years after graduating!), walking past my old uni building and heading into St Andrew’s Hall by myself with all my witchy wares was an unexpectedly profound moment.
I was a panic-ridden, self-conscious, chronic masking, undiagnosed AuDHD girl back at uni, tumbling through unknown autistic burnout cycles and holding on for dear life through a dysregulated nervous system and identity crises. Returning to the same cobbled street I’ve walked many times but with a deeper understanding of myself and some helpful perspective-altering life experiences under my belt was spooky and rather lovely. I don’t relate anymore to the woman I was back then but I’m proud of her for persevering and allowing me to bloom into this version of Han.
I’ve attended several of ’s brilliant NightFair Market events over the years as an eager browser and I remember way back at one of the firsts saying to my besties .jpeg and “I’m gonna do this one day”. That was years before I launched The Ancient Magpie and it dawned on me on Saturday that I have now, in fact, done it.
Just rather unashamedly proud of myself so this is a bog-standard self-indulgent post for ya 🤓 🥰 and thank you so so much to Selina for organising these amazing markets and to everybody who stopped by to say hi, have a natter, take a business card or take a creation home with you! You all make me do happy dances and I’m immensely grateful. And to the fab for capturing my cheesy grin and concentration faces!! 📸
Swipe for hall view comparison and pic of me with blonde hair and makeup.. 🎓
Alright you can scroll on now, many thanks, ta ra! 😚 🪶 🌀