Tell Tale Shelf

04/08/2026

27/05/2026

I have interpreted and reinterpreted your being with such frequency that it has transformed itself to an ideal concept. It has transcended itself defying the laws of physicality. It has overpowered the laws of time and space, leaving you as empty as a vessel. Even if you ever try, you will be unable to summon it. Even if I ever try, I will be unable to achieve it.

27/05/2026

It is cowardice to run from oneself to appeal to someone over being someone other than oneself.

14/05/2026

In the teachings of Judaism, one finds a view that goes something like this: if you are not living your life for yourself, then who is going to live it for you ?

-The Courage To Be Disliked
(Ichiro Kishimi and Fumitake Koga)

10/05/2026

There is a poem inside of me that wants to unravel,
the urge is too strong
there is no resistance
Every ounce of me aches every inch every minute
There are thorns
and there are blooms inside of me
that lives and
wants to survive
every other sunrise,
hoping for an improvised environment
to spring and ripen
There is no ignorance
for the freeze is yet still a freeze
Oh how frozen have I become
Yet still there is a cozyness so warm inside of me,
that warms and melts in every other
minor inconveniences
Oh, how abstract yet interesting life is
There is so much in every other plate
That is yet to serve !!

10/05/2026

I keep longing,
and this longing grows
worse and wild
with time.
I wish I do not long for this longing,
but it keeps coming back,
less like a nightmare
And more like a sweet dream..

10/05/2026

Like m floating against the gravity,
like some invisible thread keeps pulling me,
I wanna be kept and pushed away
All at ones,
I feel fatigued in this displacement,
this desire to rip every ounce of this existence apart, into thin air,
this source of paralyze.
How do I undo this knot
that keeps me wandering around ?
Out of all this ponder,
One thing feels certain that
I'm not the one who can
either love or live in
alignment..