18/12/2024
In a few weeks it will be 20 years since I began making my first guitar. I wanted a tool that had meaning to give my thoughts and my heart some release. I had no wood working experience and my expectations were low but I knew it would have a voice that I created and that in itself was enough to fill me with blind obsession.
I can remember making my first guitars and being so proud of what I had accomplished, particularly because I was told I shouldn't waste my time and I wouldn't be able to do it. And as the years passed I would cringe at the sight of them and be further driven to obsessive determination to get it right.
And then you realize you're never done getting better. The years pass and new ideas come into your head about voicing, a better understanding of applying finish, of fretwork, of alignment, of knowing when a job is done.
But how do you ever know where you stand in a community of guitar makers when you don't have one? How do you know the quality of your work when you and the people who praise your work haven't been exposed to the wider world of guitar makers or enthusiasts?
I had the grand idea after seeing the media from the 2024 Boutique Guitar Showcase that I should be there. This was the next part of my journey. I feverishly worked to secure a place at the 2025 showcase by June.
The process has been hard on my family and myself. Financially and mentally becoming a hot mess.
Then I had a chat with Jamie Gale and realized I've gotten in over my head. Here is one of the most inspiring and insightful professionals in the industry giving me the approval to participate in his curated showcase, but I felt a hard truth surface in my heart. This wasn't my place yet.
I was getting near the completion of my work for the exhibit but I made the decision to pull myself out of the Boutique Guitar Showcase in January.
Yes, I want to present my work at exhibits and work with international dealers but I have things to consider about my production, logistics, price point, even my ability to communicate about guitars, before I try to present alongside the best of the best.
Thanks to everyone for their encouragement and support on this journey.