15/07/2024
Kwentong Starbucks ko today!
Long post ahead....
My mom have compression fracture in her lower back and is in bed for almost 3months, she is in pain and the doctors prescription is just to rest, wear braces and take pain meds which unfortunately have complications -- she had stomach ulcers causing low hemoglobin and renal issues.
Fast forward today, after almost a week of being confined in MMC, she will now be having a minimally invasive surgery '5 levels balloon khyphoplasty' wherein the doctors will inject cement in her spine. It was a difficult decision because of her age, possible complications and also the high cost considering na 5 levels sya. I prayed so hard tonight that he will give me a sign that I've made the right decision and I will be at peace with this surgery.
And prayer works....
I had to drop by the nearest Starbucks in MMC to have my much needed quiet time. I have so much thoughts on my mind and yes I feel so alone. My human nature of worrying is honestly affecting me (the devil is at work!!) But I am definitely not alone, God is amazing and I literally felt His presence this morning.
The Starbucks Barista is all smile to me while he gets my order, and after completing the transaction he said "It's your lucky day today mam". I wash shocked, like I want to tell him " Do you even know what I'm going thru?". I looked at him and he is genuinely smiling to me as he shares that I'm getting a free SB drink of my choice. He repeatedly says that I am lucky today.
Oh wow.. I know it was You, Lord! Yes, I am very much lucky today. I love you so much. Thank you for the gift of salvation and for comforting me everytime I struggle to understand Your plans. Thank you for always holding my hand and guiding me every step of the way.
My mom is definitely in good hands, I fully trust You my Lord and Savior ❤️
Psalms 40: 1-2
I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and He turned to me and heard me cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.