05/28/2026
The thing that got me out the door today wasn’t motivation. It wasn’t inspiration. It wasn’t discipline. It wasn’t even not wanting to break the streak.
It was knowing how cruel I’d be to myself later if I didn’t go.
That’s whay I dont understand, I actually enjoy my walks once I’m out there. The walk itself was easy. I love listening to the music. I like being outside. I like working out. I like weight training, I love pilates. So why is it so hard to do it?
It is always a struggle to do it.
11 weeks in and I’m still wondering when this part gets easier.