05/18/2026
They fly in pairs now.
Morning thought that’s not letting go:
For me, there are only two people in a relationship | partnership | union. Not family members’ interpretations of anything or involvement, not friends’. If I can’t tell you how I like my hot green tea or be *aten, ahhhh, what’s the point of being in that union? I am a well of information, a subject matter expert on self. No one else knows me better. Me, myself, and I + all of the voices in my head. Want to know something? Ask. This will be hard for you. And while I understand the reasons why, I insists on you talking to me and me only, not through third parties of any kind. Not platforms, not people.
This last round, I’m choosing to think that you were acting out of need to protect, to test, to know for certain, as the pain you experienced or saw others go through was too much to bear. I understands. I don’t give ammunition to those who will use it against me when brown substance hits the fan. And no, you will never know how a person will react, which is why you filter experiences through others. Cool, but not with me. I am the only lens, the only filter. You work hard. I get that. You also want a relationship | family, which is a daily evolution. There is no room on your schedule for family, which is why assistants assisted you with me. Still understand. I’ve seen that too often in my career and assisted with. That’s what I walked away from - being handled by everyone, but you personally. That’s the price = 1+1. Is that enough commas and zeros?
