05/18/2026
I was warned about 8+ months ago that a particular path could come with a lot of … speedrunning through character development in the life falling apart (many times over), confrontations of so many kinds, and existential and practical uncertainty.
Bravely and semi-naively (like most good stories), I’ve stayed on this path anyway, and WOW has the character development delivered on its promise.
Even as a serial agathist, some of the weeks of overlapping crises, expectations, failures, and pressure ducked the reach of my optimism for far longer than usual.
I’ve also experienced dreams, bucket list lines I’d almost forgotten, and feelings I forgot I wanted to experience coming true in ways I sometimes planned and sometimes by surprise.
There’s so many patterns that ended angry, loud, and audibly, and so many whose absence I haven’t noticed yet — but I’m excited to be Being & reaaaally want to cut through a few particular ones in these weeks.
I’ll be letting you know how that goes.
To more phoenix and forge 🐦🔥