02/13/2018
I just wanted to reach out to my friends & family
As you know tomorrow is Valentines Day & this would have been my 28th Valentines at my shop, Micheleās Floral & Gifts
Iām feeling more lost & sad then I have in a long time.
Most of you know that from Feb first I worked 12-20 hrs a day alongside some of the most amazing people Iāve ever known.
Today I would have gone in at eight (ok, maybe tenish š) & wouldnāt get back home until ten tomorrow night.
Exhausted but so proud, fulfilled & honored
I am trying so very hard to be more positive, reclaim my life for my boys & I, find a new purpose, all while dealing with the limitations & unpredictable factors of this disease
Yes thereās a ābutā š®
Iām finding it unbearably hard right now, I feel like my heart is broken & Iām very very sad
I miss all of my āpeopleā co workers, customers, & friends!
I miss not being able to send out my orphans to surprise my community!
I miss helping people find that just right something to be able to express their emotions
I miss seeing old friends who come by for moral support, (and usually end up doing something, a delivery, trash, etc) š
I miss red, pink, & white
I miss hearing a customer come in, late, late in the night
I miss the silly late nights/early morning hijinks as we pushed thru to fill every order & more š
I miss the smells, oh the amazing smells I took for granted
I miss the end, when weāre finally done & can look back with pride knowing we were a part of making so many peopleās Valentines special āŗļø
Iām not sure what compelled me to post this, I guess I just needed to reach out, I miss yāall so much & I would love some prayers as I go thru the closing out of an amazing chapter of my life.
Iām going to update this page soon, I plan to focus on my work from home business, Micheleās Scentsable JewelScent
I started this four yrs ago but never really worked the online part of it, a lot of you are familiar with the product, I sold it at the shop for years
Iām praying this will give me an opportunity to reach out to out community again, I miss that the most
So for today & tomorrow, please excuse my sadness but when I shake it off & relaunch my new page, Iād love any support you care to give. š