07/29/2020
The Awakening
By: Fee Fee Johnson
This story may contain strong language not suitable for all audiences
Roxy sat at the counter in the pharmacy thinking, “My life is so boring!” It seemed nothing exciting ever happened. Work and home, home and work. When is life going to begin? In my twenty-eight years of living, I’ve only existed in the shadows. To shy to speak to anyone, I never really had any friends. I managed to make my way through high school and college a loner. No boyfriend, no friends, no siblings. Just me, myself and I. It was a pretty pathetic existence. I would give anything for just a little excitement in my life. But that would require me to talk to people and I just couldn’t bring myself to do that.
Today was like any other day at the pharmacy for the most part. Slow and mundane. Same customers dropping off or picking up their prescriptions. But I always looked forward to the first and third Friday of the month because that’s when he would come in. Mr. Tall, Chocolate and Handsome. He was one of the most gorgeous men I’d ever laid eyes on. He didn’t notice me of course. I was so meek and homely looking. Same drab lab coat with my hair pulled in a tight bun and wire rimmed glasses. But I noticed him. I would go home and fantasize about this man every weekend. He was the focal point of many steamy sessions I had with my vi****or. I would love to feel the weight of this man on top of me as he worked my body toward a much-needed or**sm.
I couldn’t help glancing at the clock. He was so punctual. He always showed up at 2:30. It was going on 2:15 and I was anxiously awaiting my fix of s*xual chocolate.
“Excuse me Ma’am” a customer called out. I need some help over here. I walked off to assist the customer, hoping it wouldn’t take to long. I didn’t want to miss him. I finished up with the customer just as he was walking up to the counter. He smiled that smile that instantly made me need to change my panties. Perfect face with perfect teeth. “God I just wanted to lick him” I thought.
Hello again” he greeted. I waved and hurried off to grab his refill. A rescue inhaler for asthma. I would give this man oxygen if I could just get a feel of those strong hands. Hands that looked like they would take my body to another universe. I chewed my bottom lip as I handed him his prescription. If I didn’t know any better, I would have sworn I caught him staring at my mouth, but that had to be my imagination playing with my mind.
“Ok Miss Lady, same time and place in a couple of weeks?”
I nodded my head yes. “Say something stupid” I scolded myself.
“It’s a date then.”
I wish we could go on a date. As he was walking off a piece of paper fell out of his pocket. I wanted to call out to him, but I could not find my voice. I walked around the corner to retrieve the paper. It was a flyer for a s*xy lingerie masquerade ball tonight. I wondered if he was going. I could never but oh how I wish I could.
The rest of the day passed without incident. When I got home. I was greeted by my cat tootsie.
“Hey girl. You missed me?”
Meow, she purred.
I’m going to take that as a yes. I fed tootsie and started my normal routine. Shower and dinner. Same boring thing. I sat down to start binge watching something on Netflix, but my mind kept going back to the flyer in my purse. Wondering if Mr. Too Damn Fine will be there, and visions of me slow grinding all up on his fine ass.
Just thinking about him was making me crave intimacy. I wanted, needed to be touch in the worst way. I went to my room and dimmed the lights. Lit my aroma therapy candles to set the mood and turned on my IPOD Bluetooth speaker. I went to my self-loving playlist and scrolled down til I got to something that would satisfy my craving. I sauntered over to my special cabinet and I pulled out Dr. Feel Good. He is a midnight black, 9-inch realistic looking vibrating d***o. From the veiny shaft to the mushroom tip, he met all my needs. I got comfortable on my pillows and hit play on my blue tooth speaker. I let Eric Bellinger serenade me as I started my quest of self-love.
I know you been working hard
You been working hard
You know I been on my job
I been killin' them all
Take up so much of my time plus you be on your grind
But I finished early tonight so
I'ma come through with that reminder
I had caught my rhythm and I could feel the juices building up in the crease of my inner thighs. I could feel that much needed release just on the horizon, so I picked up speed, winding my hips to the beat.
Give you all of me til' you fall asleep
Have you calling me
I might not always I.M.Y you with the body faces
But tonight I'ma wine and dine you with the finest aces
I get the kissing all up on your spot
Firmly gripping the back of your thighs
Had to remind you how you felt before me
Ain't feel no better
I'ma come through with that reminder
My body quaked with my release. The sweet feel of the or**sm as my love juice leaked from my valley. This or**sm did nothing to extinguish the fire that was burning in my yoniverse. I needed the real thing. Again, my mind wandered to that flyer in my purse. What harm could it do if I stopped by? Maybe I could find a one-night stand. My body wasn’t gone be satisfied until I got the real thing. I rushed to the bathroom to shower again. I came out dripping wet and walked over to my lingerie drawer. I needed something that would do the talking for me because lord knows I’m too shy to talk for myself. I couldn’t find anything, so it seemed a trip to an adult store was needed.
I pulled up to the store and I nervously walked in. I can’t believe I am doing this! What if I ran into someone I knew? I was a nervous wreck, but I had come to far to turn back around. I found the lingerie section and I browsed my options. I settled on a red corset with a black lace overlay, a black and red catholic schoolgirl skirt, red lacy thongs and black knee-high stockings with red bows on the front. I went home and changed, grabbed the flyer and my knee-high trench coat. I was determined to get some excitement in my life. I was tired of existing; I was ready to start living.
I pulled up to The Back Door and from the outside I couldn’t tell there was a party going on. I looked at the flyer again to make sure I was at the correct spot. It was the correct address. The flyer mentioned no one would be allowed entry without the code word: Flintstones. I thought this was weird, what the heck did a kid’s cartoon have to do with a lingerie masquerade ball, but I will play along. I got to the door and knocked. A pair of eyes looked out at me from behind an open slot in the door.
“Code word” a man’s voice barked.
“Um, um Flintstones” I timidly answered.
I could hear locks being opened and then the door swung open. I walked into a foyer area and was advise to the take the elevator up to the top floor. I was shaking in my stilettos on the elevator. I was having second thoughts. When the elevator doors swung open there were people everywhere. It was a s*xy room with crystal chandeliers, dimmed lighting and beautiful centerpieces strategically spread around the room. The room oozed s*x and I had the sudden urge to run. I made a beeline back to the elevator. When I reached for the button, I felt a pair of strong hands grab me from behind. With his body pressed up against me I thought I was gone pass out.
“Why are you trying to leave so soon? Stay awhile.”
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