08/28/2026
After having a conversation with a buddy about my post yesterday, it has come to my attention that my post may have potentially rubbed some people the wrong way. I made my post having been far too out of the loop to do so, honestly. I was made aware of a lot of stuff that has gone down in my time being absent from the horror community.
Now, before I go any further, I want to explain that the intent behind my post was in ROAST style humor. The "its only funny because its true" kind of humor that we all know and love. I wasn't trying to p**s off or upset anybody personally. I have nothing against anyone on a personal level at this stage of my life. That doesn't mean that I didn't ruffle some feathers in doing so. To those that I may have upset, I apologize. Again, it wasn't personal.
I have spent years being the "R Rated" horror show. I speak my mind. I talk about some s**t, and I generally mean it all in good fun.
I didn't know about the "split" with the Vault cast or that their page was being used as a universal seller's page now. It makes sense and I understand the what behind the why. What bothered me was hearing that shows have been scheduled out for months in advance and that I'd potentially have to be a team player with people that never wanted me on their team in the past. People that played a role in my departure from all of this. People that played a part in my family going hungry because of their malice or lack of ability to moderate their own groups or settings. The people that DM'd me one thing but displayed differently in view of others. I am not and will not be ok with that. I'm more than capable of coexisting, but I won't pretend to be friends or friendly with people that I'm not. That's just not who I am or how I roll in life.
I've heard that many of these past squabbles have been squashed and settled. I think that's great. Personal growth has been a major focus of mine since I left as well. I harbor no ill will towards anybody in this community anymore. Just because I don't want certain people eating at my table doesn't mean I want to see them starve. Having said that, not a single person that did me wrong has reached out to me to settle anything. Not 1. THAT is why I said what I said regarding the scheduling thing. It was to draw a clear and concise line in the sand. I choose to let the items speak for themselves, especially if I find myself going up against one of their shows down the road. It's not personal, it is protecting myself from what I let screw me over back then. That's all.
My door is open if any of you would like to talk about this stuff.
Another point brought to my attention was viewers feeling compelled to choose between shows. I dual and triple tab shows on Whatnot nightly, so I don't miss anything. It isn't a loyalty thing. It's a consumer thing. If you have what I want, I'll find a way to watch and get it. I understand not wanting to make people feel compelled to choose but even taking that path creates a soft landing for people that didn't give a s**t if my kids went without. I get it, but I wont play the community "game" so that someone that fu**ed me over back then gets to take even more from me now.
Again, my door is open.
I do not want any issues. I never did. I let morons help run my group and moderate my page. I let them get into my head and did things in ways that I thought were beneficial for my Inner Circle. My mistake was not seeing that my Inner Circle was eating me and my business alive. I tried to protect the community from scammers over the years. I helped people pay their bills, repair their homes after storms, support their family through a health crisis and so much more. I tried to do right by everyone and that's where I messed up. I should have stayed in my own lane more often. You can't please everybody. We all know that. Peace keeping is time sensitive. It won't last forever. It's only a matter of time before you tell somebody "no" and they try and take everything you've worked to build and burn it the ground.
I let too many peoples see behind the curtain. It bit me in the ass.
Once more, I apologize to anybody that I may have upset. I hope that this post is transparent enough for everybody. I also hope that it helps to clear the air about my intent behind both my post yesterday and my intentions going forward. I don't want war.....but nobody has offered me peace. Life without peace is war disguised as functionality.
It makes me very happy to see how many people are excited to have me return. I'm very appreciative that people remember me and what this all was before all of the drama and bulls**t ruined it for so many. We didn't know what we had. Nor did we know how to protect it. It really is a damn shame that stuff happened the way it did. I was never a cutthroat about any of this and didn't mind sharing the wealth. I always wanted to see new sellers do well and succeed. Even to the point where I shared MY trade secrets only to watch them be used against me. Haha. This community can be great. 2020-2023 was an absolutely incredible time in our lives. I'm sure many of you feel the same way. I'm ready to enjoy it all again with a fresh perspective and approach. Life has changed a lot since this all became the monster it has become.
I hope to see you all along the way. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I truly hope that it sheds light on stuff the way I had intended.
