08/02/2026
In Honor Of Sheilia
For Her Friends and Family I write this with a heavy heart.
I'm sobbing as I write this.This is not about me, it's about her. It's been a month since I held her.
Shelia's COPD and emphysema was getting worse.
We went to rehab, sometimes she would have to go to ER for breathing treatments.
She was tethered to an oxygen machine 24/7. It was not a life for a person like her.
She gave us clues that she was ready to meet God. I didn't; accept them.
I told her we will get to this together. She was worried about being a burden to me and everyone else..
We were at home in bed watching TV. She hit me and told me to g*t her a pill as she was having a panic attack and couldn't breath.
I then went and got the oxygen tank for her and called 911.,
As I watched she laid back. Her breathing started to get shallow.
I started mouth to mouth, Then I started CPR .She died in my arms
It was quiet and quick. It was the most traumatic thing I have ever done in my life .
I am devastated and mourn her and cry constantly.
Fifty years .we've been together. She was my rock, my spiritual guide, the love of my life.. My Little Girl.
She saved my life at least four times, but I couldn't save hers.
There is a huge hole in my life. I can't stop missing her and crying for her.
That's OK with me as I'll never see her again in this life.
Shelia, I miss so MUCH..
My only hope is that I shall die of Heartbreak. and be with her again
Please remember her in your prayers