07/27/2022
One year ago today was the day I took a video of my mom crying out screaming for help as we waited for the ambulance. This time she was willing and not bad mouthing me. I 100% though I would take the video to show her once she is better and we could look back. For about 50 days I had high hopes she would come home to me and we would get back into the our mother daughter time she promised.
Today one year ago was the beginning of my life changing yet again. My depression has been severe and uncontrolled, my grief has put a large weight on my chest I just don't know how to overcome. I admit I'm a little better but everyday is still a huge fight to feel somewhat normal. I've wanted to carry part of mom with me in everything I do. I'm getting back into my small business of bows but am expanding to add things with glitter. I'm not sure an "official" opening day but I figure I would use today to announces the official name of my I will carry my mommy with me. I love her and will fight to get healthy again and make her proud.
