03/20/2026
If me having healthy boundaries and CoMmUnIcAtInG them pushes you away - please go.
If me rejecting confusion, emotional vampirism and one-sided effort, pushes you away - please go.
If me refusing to report to you my meeting schedule and travel plans because it is hurting me and driving unhealthy attachment to you and also reinforcing the feelings of being controlled by you pushes you away - please go.
If me refusing to enable you to keep you comfortable in your own toxic, destructive behaviors pushes you away - please go.
If me refusing to stay silent about the FACT you are ACTIVELY and CURRENTLY financially abusing me pushes you away - please go.
If me changing into a better person pushes you away - please go.
If me holding you legally accountable for your financial responsibilities because you refuse every. single. day. to take accountability for them yourself pushes you away - please go.
If me loving you AND myself enough to stay single and be independent of any romantic influence or emotionallly drugging effect, do the intensive PTSD treatment, rest, pull myself out of my own s**t, and focus on reflection, healing and recovery 24/7 pushes you away - PLEASE. FU***NG. GO.
I love you. Forever. From way over here. Your redemption is not on me anymore than mine is on yours. I can choose every single day to be different or to keep repeating the pattern.
I choose to be different.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change (you and your behaviors), the courage to change the things I can (me and mine) and the wisdom to know the difference.
Have a beautiful day!
❤️💚🧡🩷💙💛🩵