01/31/2024
I’m sitting on my porch, enjoying the sun, the sound of the wind rustling thru the trees and the dried leaves bouncing down the sidewalk, just taking some time to reflect and I really realize how stressed out I am.
I’m stressed as a mother (which we all know is like 47 jobs in one), as a housewife, as a business owner. I’m stressed having a special needs child as there is always more paperwork, more specialists, more appointments, more fights and meetings with the school, more hoops to jump thru…I’m stressed as a mental health patient, as a person with more medical issues than most, and as a human being in general.
I spend my life living in my head and oddly, I’m fairly ok with that. I don’t mind being a recluse. I don’t mind not talking on the phone, not texting, not attending a lot of functions unless guilted or by force 🤣
It’s easy to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of life that way. It’s easy to take things for granted. It’s easy for time to disappear in the blink of an eye. It’s easy to just go thru the motions of day to day life without any thought or regard.
This little bit of time I’ve spent today enjoying the simple things (sights, sounds, smells), I really realize how separate from the world I live.
With that in mind, It also makes me think about how many amazing people I know….How great all of you guys are. Whether I’ve known you for years or whether we’ve technically never met in person…Everyone one of you have so many amazing qualities and I’m blessed to know you. I’ve had the thought during a few sales that if I had the time to tell every single one of you something that I love about you, I would…so, if ever you are feeling down, stressed out, or just need a little reminder, shoot me a message cuz I would love to tell you the qualities that I admire most about you