Only Human

06/25/2026

Before I Forget You is alive. First three chapters are up now at beforeiforgetyou.com. New chapters every Monday at 5pm Central. Read it, listen to it, or move between both. The platform remembers where you left off. Come find it.

XX bree pear

04/02/2026

Today the last Only Humxn order left my hands.

For a long time this brand moved through my life like weather. Orders stacking on tables. Bags filling. Tape sealing the edges like a small drumbeat of purpose. Somewhere out there a stranger would open it and feel less alone.

Today there was just one.

The last shirt folded slower than the others. Not because it needed to be. Because my hands didn’t quite know how to say goodbye.

Then the bag sealed shut.

That sound.

The same sound it has made 79,175 times before. Only today it felt like a door closing in a quiet house.

I stood there for a minute after.

Not crying.
Not smiling either.

Just breathing in that strange space where relief and grief sit next to each other like old friends who don’t know what to say.

Because the truth is this brand held so much life.

It held road trips with tents strapped to the roof of my car. It held Pride festivals where strangers hugged me like we had known each other forever. It held late nights answering messages from someone who said a shirt made them feel seen for the first time. It held grief and joy and anger and hope stitched together in cotton and ink.

It held pieces of me too.

And now the room is quiet.

No more orders waiting.
No more shipping labels printing.
No more stacks of messages folded into fabric.

Just the echo of what it meant.

Because you don’t spend years building something with your whole heart without leaving fingerprints all over it.

Every design.
Every word.
Every human who wore it and felt brave for a moment.

All of that still exists.

And that’s the strange beauty of it.

Only Humxn was never just a brand anyway. It was a conversation. A signal fire. A way of saying you are not alone in this strange, beautiful world.

But the story it carried is still walking around out there on people’s backs. In coffee shops. On sidewalks. In quiet moments where someone reads a message on a shirt and feels a little more like themselves.

Some things don’t end the way we expect.

They simply finish the sentence they were meant to say.

03/14/2026

02/26/2026

This is me the night I hit go live on the first Only Humxn shop.

Hands pressed together. Eyes closed. Praying it would work.

Because I had just spent the last $700 in my bank account to make it happen. Not the last $700 of a budget. The last $700 I had. Period.

I didn’t tell a lot of people that part. The version of the story people saw was the launch. The excitement. The brand going live. What they didn’t see was the fear sitting right underneath all of it. The very real possibility that I had just made the worst financial decision of my life.

But I had something a lot of people don’t give themselves credit for needing: someone on the other side of the screen who believed in me more than my fear did.

That’s my best friend in the corner of that screenshot. Grinning from bed because she was just as excited as I was. Cheering me on like the outcome was never in question, even when it absolutely was.

Here’s what that $700 turned into.

$4.5 million in sales. 77,000 orders shipped. 42,965 customers. All 50 states. 54 countries.

I don’t share those numbers to impress anyone. I share them because I want you to understand what lives on the other side of the moment you almost don’t hit go.

The scariest launches are usually the most important ones. Not because the fear means it’s right, but because the fear means it matters. You don’t shake before the things you don’t care about.

If you’re sitting on something right now, a business, a post, a pivot, an idea you’ve been calling “not ready” for months, I want you to look at this photo. Find your Beck. And hit go.

Beck, I love you more than I’ll ever be able to say. Thank you for being my loudest voice when mine went quiet. And thank you for being order number one in our system. The whole thing started with you, in more ways than one.

02/20/2026

We only have a few items left and they’ve all been discounted even more. Get them before we close our doors for good!