04/02/2024
If you reading this and feel some other type of way about what I say you should and I'm probably talking to you hi stalkers the only reason you have more than me is the same reason your judgment of me does not apply and if you're hearing people talk down on me know this them same people I have given my last dollar to when all my bills were due to help them out even after they've taken everything from me but the clothes on my back and why everybody waiting to see me struggle know this I was struggling when I was helping you I'm proud to be the bad guy
But tell me this when was the last time you sacrifice everything you had to help me when was the last time you took your coat off when it was freezing and handed it to someone who's taking so much from you as a matter of fact when was the last time you did anything on your own with no help so say what you want to say I'm proud that you got more than me I'm happy for you it must be nice having any kind of support to achieve your goals you ain't got to wait to see me struggling I've been struggling I had no support from nobody ever well let me take that back a lot of you people have supported me and getting fu**ed up and destroying my life but know this you will never be the person I am you will never know the type of humbility that I have I've lost more did you ever have in your life and I'm losing everyday I get up and every time I take a step I'm walking on hard times even though I've given everything to people like you and I'm struggling everyday I keep getting up I don't quit I don't make up excuses and I don't blame none of you but if you're going to judge me and talk s**t go ahead and mention the fact that was still help you if you reached out and needed it so I'll be that piece of s**t I'll be that as***le I'll be that worthless bum but at the end of the day I know who I am and I don't pretend to be anything I ain't I am the richest poor mother fu**er I know and I don't have s**t because I'm always helping people like you so keep telling everybody how much better you are than I I'm okay with all of you tearing me down you're never going to stop me from getting back up and you never stopped me from trying to better myself everyday no matter what obstacles stay in my way no matter how much I lose at least I don't have to lie to myself to look in the mirror to see who I am so talk down on me in about me if it makes you feel good like I said I've always loved being the bad guy and I'm happy that you're happy that I'm struggling
