05/30/2026
I writing this with a heavy heart…. My mom has passed away this morning with the liver cancer in Thailand. I feel numb, I’ve been pulling weeds for the last 3 hours, stared at the clouds, go back and read all the conversations between me and her and the flash back of the memories and it hit me that I’ll no longer has someone that I can called mom ever again and that hurt.
I learned that she has liver cancer around January and when it confirmed that’s terminal no chemo will help with the doctor giving her more likely one year to live, I know she won’t make it to a year we will be lucky if she can make it to 6 months but 5 months that’s all time she got left.
I’ve been grieving her day by day knowing that day will come but when the moment comes it’s still hurt. My life has been a hit after hit since last November but this one is the hardest one.
I feel useless, hopeless not be able to help my brother to navigate this I honestly don’t know how to navigate my feeling at the moment. If you are a prayer 🙏🏼
Please pray for her soul. I love you mom, I miss your voice, I miss you a day early happy birthday wish to me , I wish I have more time with you.