08/25/2026
Yes, I will be fine..I always am.
Even the strongest among us need a moment, so please give me that.
To catch my breath, to gather myself, to collect my thoughts.
I just need to be quiet for a bit.
I know you don’t understand why and think that it has something to do with you, but I promise you that it doesn’t.
I love you just the same, I just need some time alone to be with myself and my thoughts.
It doesn’t mean I’m mad, upset or that something is wrong with me..
It just means I need time to reflect and recharge.
I can see in your eyes the struggle as you want to help and solve my challenges, but this isn’t a battle you can help me fight.
I get sad, I get beaten down, I get weary sometimes.
It doesn’t change who I am or how I feel about anyone, that’s just my way of coping.
You’re still the person I turn to when I need help, but this isn’t something you can help me with.
I don’t expect you to understand, because truthfully, I don’t totally get it myself.
I just know what I need and how to get back to normal my down time.
It’s not easy for you, I know, watching me turn inward and turn away..
But it’s for the best-
For me, for you, for us.
I want our relationship to be healthy and happy , so this is what I need to keep it that way.
So, yes, I’m always going to be fine.
Just hold my heart and wait for me on the other side.
I need for you to be patient as I work through things, however long that may take me..
And hopefully, that won’t be long.
I love you and I’ll see you after I make my peace and find my way through the stuff in my head..the things weighing down my heart and clouding my vision.
Thank you for allowing me to do what it takes to help me get through this- I know it’s hard for you having to just stand by and watch..
It hurts me too, knowing your angst..
But it’s what I need, it’s what we need.
It’s not easy , I know..but it’s worth it.
We’re worth it.
See you soon, love.
I’ll be fine soon enough.
|ravenwolf
