12/05/2026
What are we ?
02.
It's been a week ever since I went to that house party; a week since I last saw Una & that handsome idiot .
I've been keeping to myself lately, after that hectic breakup I just need space. God knows I loved katlego ngempilo yami yonke . Sometimes I think if he really loved me or he was just on a chase like every other guy , but then who would chase someone for 3 years ! I keep telling myself that I might wake up from this horrible dream , wake up with my Tlego next to me , but it isn't going to happen. I have to accept this & move on . Heck I have to stop thinking about him .
My door opens & my roommate Aphiwe enters . Aphiwe is a very simple & laid back girl . She's your typical village girl , I mean we've been here for 3 years now & she's never changed a bit . She still wears her pumps, cardigan & extra long skirts but it actually looks very classy .
" penny for your thoughts?" & uthanda izndaba njengo mama basemakhaya !
" akholutho oe , I'm just thinking ngale test engnayo Friday & angkaqali ukfunda " i lie.
" ohh ayi okay , asambe syemall oe I'm am short on toiletries plus mele senze ne grocery " s**t , I literally forgot ngegrocery .
" can we do igrosa ksasa oe , I'm really tired namhlanje "
She briefly looks at me & shakes her head. " ayi mawusho njaloke , wuuhhh you won't believe who I bumped into kentombi !!!" thank you , change of topic .
this is like the second lie I've told today for stupid reasons. But then how do I tell her I'm low on funds because I didn't work during the weekend ngoba bengikhalela indoda engangithandi mina ?
She keeps on yapping about uDion, her crush ofunda e UJ , but my mind is far away . I keep on thinking about the weekends event , Katlego & that guy ! Three things I shouldn't be thinking about right now . Mele ngabe ngicabanga iskole shame .
I take a quick cold show , change into tracksuits & head to the library . Maybe there I won't think so much ngodoti. ..
UNATHINJALO GUMEDE
"Baby , please call me back when you get this message " I sigh worriedly & put down my phone .
Warm arms wrap around my waist from behind me & a few kisses are placed onto my neck , and suddenly ;I feel at ease.
" who are you talking to baby ?" his sweet voice is collected by my pinna & travels to
my middle ear to the inner ear !
" ngithi ngifonela uYaya but akayibambi iphoni & it's been days " he gently turns me around , takes my hands into his & looks into my eyes.
" Mdala uYaya mama , she can take care of herself & she's probably studying her life away or sleeping uyamazi now but she's okay " he says this so slowly like he's telling a grade 1 learner , maybe because he has told so many times ukuthi uYaya mdala.
" but baby she's never this quiet , maybe udinwe ilente enzeke ngalokya "
" she isn't Una , uyamazi nawe umnganakho. She acts like she doesn't want something manje eyifuna . Stop worrying okay?" This is so easy for him to say , akamunderstand uYaya lo .
"How can I kodwa ? " she's one of the only real girls I know.
" tell you what, ngzothuma oRums no Sihle ukuthi bayomchecka yabo , maybe carry her a few snacks because manje angithandi masunje " my sweet boy nkosiyami.
" that would put me at ease , ngyabonga " I smile a little; this boy really loves me ke bandla.
" thank God, now serve your man nglambile " he says that while softly kissing my neck , his one hand fondling my breast & the other kneading my ass. A soft involuntary gasp escapes from me...
" angikapheki nje " I whisper.
he moves from my neck , places my face into his hands & looks with me with his small heavy red eyes which scream lust .
" angisho lokhok'lamba mina mama "
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BAYANDA ZULU
After a 5 hour study session the only thing I need is sleep , kuphike Koda because I still have to go to work . I've been working for 4 months now e Club Táche as a bottle girl & honestly it isn't so good . People think being a bottle girl is simple , wear short dresses or bum shorts , be extra pretty &'umile nakahle . But it's more than that , I remember once a guy didn't want to pay for his drinks because he felt like the we didn't serve him the best service! One of the girls had to give him a BJ in order for him to pay . Yoo.
I quickly get ready & wear my black 'uniform'. It's a few minutes after 6 so I still have a few minutes to get to work. I decide to Uber although it close by, angifuni ukfika sengnuka iqwapha early kanje . That's another big thing for bottle girls , HYGIENE!
I just hope I don't get to serve any weirdos ke namhlanje but ngi5to ke bandla !
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see you guys friday 💕.
